yes, that's true. Married. A simple but the most important relationship. He is busy in his life in his own way as I'm. Waiting for his home coming day is as usual exciting. but this rain and the hot coffee has a different story to tell. Is the weather really changing? this jacket is not enough today, may be the warmth of coffee is also not sufficient. He is waiting, waiting with his violin, some old tunes. memories of my college days are coming in front of my eyes, ahhh.... It's raining so he cant play today. never mind, I told him. I'm his biggest fan, he knows. A guy who plays violin really well, wait everyday for Ragini. It's just 10 or 12 ft, I've to walk, catch the elevator, and then my cabin, my own room, my world for next 8 hrs. It's not a story it's just a journey of Ragini. You can see so many cars from my window, they are really really tiny. Is there any one like Ragini in this world? may be so many of them but I'm sure there is no know to tell their story. A simple story of love and waiting for the love. Today he is coming from his office tour, these days he travels a lot, is he unhappy with that, no Ragini doesn't feel so. As usual dinner and chitchat with friends on weekend. Does he love me? Or I'm just a relation. It's high time to plan for someone. But Rudra doesn't think so, he wants to fly high, really high. Some time Ragini also thinks like him, it's time to grow professionally so no time for the "special someone". But the emptiness, yes, he/she can wait.

But life is beautiful, life is an extraordinary journey. you just have only one lifetime to live. It's evening now, I'm planning to make something special for my Rudra, something spicy, something tasty. I can see the green plants from my kitchen window, they are fresh, like my mood. I'm happy, he is coming. It smells good. He will be there at any time. It's windy outside now. A chill breeze just touched Ragini, some hidden passions are waiting to come out. Today I've to tell him. It's a emptiness, no I'm not lonely but a new relation can change so many thing for betterment.

It's night, he is sleeping, he is tired. Ragini couldn't tell anything to Rudra. It's not easy to tell actually. How can't in this world we tell a simple thing to our partner? Are we drifting away? Ohh Ragini is crying silently. How can I tell you Rudra, I need a baby, yes our baby, my baby. I'm incomplete. It's not raining anymore, but Ragini's eyes are full of rain and her heart is full of storm. Ragini switches on the bathroom lights, some water may wash my heavy thought. splash splash splash.....

Mirror mirror on the wall. I'm happy. Yes, I'm not joking. Actually right now I'm thinking so much, life is not that bad at all. Saturday morning, everybody is sleeping except Ragini. We are going for a weekend gate way, I've to wake him up. See he is sleeping like a baby, how can I tell him about my thoughts. Ragini is feeling loved right now. Good morning, She whispers in Rudra's ear. I've a surprise for you, Rudra softly speaks seeing into her deep black big eyes. I bought something for you, he jumped from the bed and hurriedly started to search in his suitcase. There it is, it's just for you, or us. I caught my breath, it's a beautiful 3D photo frame with our pictures and a note, a love not saying me that we are incomplete without the special lovely cute person..... We need a perfect family picture right now....

Life is little bumpy but is indeed a beautiful journey.  

Waiting for a Rainbow!!!

It's raining heavily. And I'm waiting for a rainbow. It's not true that I hate RAIN! I actually hate the haziness. Was playing with my thoughts and suddenly a question bumped - can rain clear all the doubts on my mind? Nope! I want to feel the smell, alas only I can feel the smell of GAS ! 

I know, it's confusing but that's life. Do you know Ragini? I bet you don't know her. It's a fine morning, she was waiting at the bus stop, and it suddenly started raining. The water crystals were kissing her legs, it was an awesome feeling. She also thought the same thing, can it clear the cloud in my mind? Nope!! But all I can wait for a rainbow. On the way to office, she saw the busy life of US, yea it's US, it's not India, here you can't see kids playing on waterlogged streets! Come to Ragini, she was actually trying to compare things, we all do, sometimes. We all actually carry a small piece of our family with us when they are far away, it's like oxygen , we can't see it right away but you can feel it. Now take a deep breath!!! just joking!! Ragini is searching her gloves now, oh I forgot it! poor girl! I need a coffee now, last yr I saw a movie "English Vinglish" a coffee incident was there, but my experience is little different here. I run to the nearest coffee shop, oh boy! the guy is still standing. I'm surprised, and I'm late today. But you know sometimes it feels great when somebody you don't know pays you some extra attention. After all you are happily married.

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